torn;　　　　

Don't know why - Norah Jones



I waited 'til I saw the sun
I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come



When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand



My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever



Out across the endless sea
I would die in ecstasy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road along



My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever



Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come





枯等著終於見到第一道曙光
不懂自己為何沒現身
將你留在我倆歡聚的地方
不懂自己為何未現身
不懂自己為何未現身



當我看到破曉的天空
期盼自己能遠走高飛
而不是跪坐在沙灘上
用雙手盛滿淚水



我只能藉酒消愁
但你會縈繞在我心頭
直到永遠



一望無際的大海外
我願在狂喜中離開人世
但我不過是一具行屍走肉
獨自走完寂寞的人生旅程



我只能藉酒消愁
但你揮之不去的身影一直縈繞在我心中
直到永遠



有些事情讓你逃避
不懂自已為何沒現身
我像一面虛無的鼓
不懂自己為何沒出現
不懂自己為何沒出現
我不懂自己為何沒出現

 

































這是Jesus給我的一個chance
讓我change
even it'll be a challenge



不是說誰說的對誰錯的錯
而一定要照誰的想法去執行
大家只是說出自己的看法
要留在心裡還是扔出去
聽悉隨便



就是有這種人
猜不透
見了面
卻連開口問都難



i'm free
是前所未有的
就像那天早晨
大夢初醒
看著那些樓那些雲那灰濛濛的sunshine
一切豁然開朗
i should pay more attention to myself



我罹患了
A型憂鬱症





































i ate a shortcake for your BD
love you ただよし